if you love then you shall wait.
if you can't wait then don't love.
so, where do US stand by at again?

i wanna learn how to play a flute.
so playing it to you can be a joy that i can finally do.

it's the imperfections in people that make them perfect.

where do US stand by at?

i miss you ES.






















Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me


Yes i'm not your superwoman.
i'm not that kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything's okay.
boy i am only human.
this girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...


i.got.my.pride.
i.will.not.cry.
i.am.not.your.superwoman.

ROAR!
hello earthlings, it's already December the 12th. *_*
school's gonna re-open like within 3 weeks?! MAN. that's just super sad.
next year's goona be a very BOOMZ year! HAHAHAH!
lols, i've been browsing through the hainan photos everytime i use the computer.
AND I REALLY REEAAALLLY REEEEAAAALLLY WANNA GO BACK THERE!

You gradually get over the pain.
It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with.
One morning you wake up and he’s not the first thing on your mind.
And then a few months down the line you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him.
Sometimes it takes months, sometimes, years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occassionally.
You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, you try not to think about them.
And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name … and the memories come flooding back.


-Jane Green.

hmmm. it's already my 200th post!


Automatic.
You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine
I die with every beat
You’re automatic and your voice is electric
but do I still believe?
It’s automatic every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It’s automatic when you say things get better
but they never…

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
It’s so automatic calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you
It’s automatic watching faces I don’t know
Erase the face from you

It’s automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You’re automatic






even when the sky is falling down,
will there be any real love in you?

PEACE!

one day it felt like you were gone.
the next, you re-appeared.
i don't know what's your problem, there's just something about you that feels so strong.
why must you do this to me? it's like loving you is a must in my life.
you, on the other hand.
sweet.
cute.
able to make me happy.
and you just had to protect me.
and it felt nice when your silly actions just had to work and make me smile.
it's so difficult.
like choosing between Edward cullen and Jacob black.
what's both of your problems?
can't i love you both at the same time?

when your fifteen and somebody tells you they love you,
you gonna believe them,
and when your fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out,
well, count to ten, take it in,
this is life before you know who your gonna be.
FIFTEEN.

hello folks!
i know it's been a long time since Cheryl blogged and YES, SHE IS ONLINE.
like finally? HAHAHA!
anyway, life has been really neutral lately. hahahas! well, coz too many good stuff happened and it's already december 7!! and my homework pile is still at the same level. SHIT! well.. i've embraced my fun and i'm still craving for more. anyway..
-watched new moon with loves. (pras, tw, ivan and ES-WELFARE)
-had ES-WELFARE OUTING <333
-went out for school and movies.
and a lot of stuff! HAHAHAH!
well, i really miss the chalet.
i really miss hainan.
i really miss the times of fun and laughter and it was just me being me and i was pleasing many people. the feeling was so awesome.

my friends loved me for who i really was, and that felt great. ;)
wouldn't it be so nice if we could just turn back time? i wish i could.
but time waits for no man and O's are next year. which means mugging like crazy and lesser fun. BOO HOO! i'm so gonna miss the feeling of FUN!

anyway, i need to thank ricky for bringing me to the arcade and giving me the chance of let loosing myself. i felt super exhausted after playing the arcade and i felt all my stress gone. it felt superb. like everything was just BOOM! gone. well, it's a pity i can't have that everyday. :( thanks ricky! ;D

hahahahas! anyway. to cut short...
i'm loving life lately and i don't wish for school to start...
how nice if only we could all turn back time...

CHIP AND DALE.
anyway, had ushering duty at SMU for the past few days and it was actually pretty fun ;D and ACS guys are rather nice ._. ahahahs! well, life's been a real rocky road lately and yeah. it doesn't matter right?

tonight i'm falling and i can't get up.
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
and every night i miss you;
i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you;
holding you;
holding you tonight.

I explain quietly.
You hear me shouting.
You try a new tack.
I feel old wounds reopen.

You see both sides.
I see your blinkers.
I am placatory.
You sense a new selfishness.

I am a dove.
You recognise the hawk.
You offer an olive branch.
I feel the thorns.

You bleed.
I see crocodile tears.
I withdraw.
You reel from the impact.





-Roger McGough.

hello friends.
i'm back from hainan and i love it there.
i've been to Haikou, Qionghai, Sanya, Xinglong and they are amazingly beautiful! yes, i really wish i was back there. well, it's too much of an explanation on how great the place is so..it's definitely better to experience it for yourself. HAHAS ;D
yep,






I WANNA GO BACK TO HAINAN.
yes, that would be great.

watched MJ's this is it with prasana and wei shen yesterday and it was fun! prasana and I had done some crazy stuff in the cinema and wei shen was so embarrassed! HAHHAHAH, sorry lah wei shen. oh yes, quickly watch the show alright! it's gonna stop showing soon. Support MJ! ;D

anyway, i'm leaving or Hainan tmr. reaching the terminal at 5AM, i know it's super early. and i'll be back after 1 week so that makes it 15th nov. After that, i'm gonna be super busy so i must enjoy while i still can! ;) LOLS. hmmm.. there's really a lot of stuff on the waiting list after my return. :(

well, i really hope Hainan would be fun! :) anyway, take care all.
-family.
-friends.
-beloved world.
i'll miss you so miss me too! :)